lately things happen and mould me and changed my point of view in many things...
started to see that god is the most important around life... as my regrets of losing him for that period of time grew... the hunger of wanting to come back to him grew...
he told me something that i think is very good for those who ain't doing very well now...
GOD is like the best Jam Jar in the world... and if we were to taste it, we'll know that it's nice... but sometimes humans have the habit of wanting to try something new... and get bored of what they have... and after a while they'll keep that Jam inside the fridge... wanting to try new type of jams... they will buy many more and try them... but after not long they found out that the old one was the best!
and as they wants to use it once again. they will find that it's harder to open as the lid is frozen and is too stiff... using all their force and might they simply can't open it... but there is always a way to solve this problem... and it's by the use of heat... and that by heating it up... you can once again open it and use it anytime anywhere...
what i wants to say here is. no matter how far you left god, he is always there deep inside your heart, fridge in this case, and he will never leave you, and thus don't be afraid to come back to him. you don't have to force your way back into god. god doesn't want to see that but in fact god just wants us to ask him for help, in this case the help is the heat, you can use a prayer to ask him, spend sometime to read the bible or simply just worship him as who he is and who he will be... he is there, right there, waiting for you. so don't force yourself to come back to god but! just give him a call... god's phone number : 84309673(the word)
another thing that matured me will be relationship... haha such a common issue for everyone...
was in a relationship not long ago if you guys noticed haha... though my tracker is telling me hardly there's anyone coming into my blog haha...
but yes, relationship isn't about i like you i want to chase you i want you to be there for me and i want to be there for you.... haha this is what people calls chasing after girls or sometimes nowaday guys... haha...
but what i noticed was... if you truly love a person, you will want what's best for the person. and sometimes the best is not in you. and don't force yourself into the person. you'll just be an irritant of the person's life. and i'd say there is no point of chasing after people. cause most of the time, you'd just not be yourself. you'll just make both side feel hurt and even pain. the point will be it's always better to be friends haha... time is still long for people our age... why do you have to rush haha...
haha and i'd guess this is why i had been going around asking people about their point of view of relationship and stuff... and it seems that, there are many different ways that people sees it. from christian to non christian, from age of 15 all the way to the age of 45 i asked... haha so if i'll to say what they tells me i'm gonna write a book out of it...
and for me... right now... i'm just gonna spend more time with my beloved jam jar haha... and sleep earlier... and of cause! quit the stupid cigarette....
