just came back from tokyo

went to quite a few places...

just came back from tokyo

went to quite a few places...

didn't get to go shopping...
only place i got to shop is duty free and the stuff there is hell lot of expensive stuff...
thus didn't get anything there either..
sorry guys didn't meant not to buy stuff for you guys...
i didn't even get anything myself... sad

cold war with my dad there...
even up till now...
as usual though...

some photos from there

FUCK IT!
IF YOU DON'T WANT ME IN THIS HOUSE JUST SAY!
STOP SAYING WORDS IN A FORM OF PERSONAL ATTACK!

i'm leaving... but i don't feel like leaving... hmm

JAMMING CANCELED damn!

finally finished my OOAD1 assignments...
went to find zhenrong and heng at town to prepare to go for jamming
then that IDIOT HENG IS LIKE FREAKING LATE! then no room!!!

after that went to meridian to eat and went to ivan's shop to find him
hey bro! get back up ya
i'm sure your dad doesn't want to see you like this too

and on the way there
A FREAKING LOUSY LORRY DRIVER WHO SHOULD GO AND RETAKE HIS LICENSE HIT ME!
heng i'm not injured
else he's gonna be dead

today went school as normal, go makan at canteen 3 then go lesson again and bla bla bla...

but in class weilun, val and i were looking at the photos in my hdd and look what i found hahah

How beng i used to look.. woah?!
Fighting Daryl.. mai xiao xiao

Handsome hor... just agree don't deny hahaha14 tickets and it goes never ending

sorry bro this is just a MUST put photo.... try to guess the location


and of cause why will i leave this out...

due to i might be killed by these guys soon... please pray for me thanks...

lol another nice song

bon jovi
you can't lose at love

You Can't Lose At Love

You can lose at cards
You can lose your keys
You can lose the house or lose the lease
You can lose your car, you can lose the race
You can lose your mind or lose your faith

Take a look around and hear what I've gotta say
You can't lose at love

No, you can't lose at love
You can't lose at love
You can't lose at love
Chose anything you can dream of
No, you can't lose at love

We could lose the plot
Or we could lose our way
But I ain't going to lose
These ain't good games we're playing
Let me make you an offer too good to refuse
No, you can't lose at love

No, you can't lose at love
You can't lose at love
You can't lose at love
Chose anything you can dream of
But you can't lose at love

Now we just might roll a seven, these ain't loaded dice
We'll never get to heaven from this driveway tonight
You've heard a million promises that's never come through
Baby I'm telling you we're due

You can't lose at love
You can't lose at love
Chose anything you can dream of
But baby, you can't lose at love

Take a chance on me
Cause you can't lose at love
Take a chance on me
No, you can't lose at love
Take a chance on me
You can't lose at love
No, you can't lose at love
You can't lose at love
You can't lose
You can't lose

The Spirit Carries On
Music by Dream Theater
Lyrics by John Petrucci

Nicholas:
Where did we come from,
Why all here?
Where do we go when we die?
What lies beyond
And what lay before?
Is anything certain in life?

They say, "Life is too short,"
"The here and the now"
And "You're only given one shot"
But could there be more,
Have I lived before,
Or could this be all that we've got?

If I die tomorrow
I'd be all right
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on

I used to be frightened of dying
I used to think death was the end
But that was before
I'm not scared anymore
I know that my soul will transcend

I may never find all the answers
I may never understand why
I may never prove
What I know to be true
But I know that I still have to try

If I die tomorrow
I'd be all right
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on

Victoria:
"Move on, be brave
Don't weep at my grave
Because I am no longer here
But please never let
Your memory of me disappear"

Nicholas:
Safe in the light that surrounds me
Free of the fear and the pain
My questioning mind
Has helped me to find
The meaning in my life again
Victoria's real
I finally feel
At peace with the girl in my dreams
And now that I'm here
It's perfectly clear
I found out what all of this means

If I die tomorrow
I'd be all right
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on

today is great haha

thanks darren and yanli...
both of them helped me to clear my mind

though i'm damn bored now hahaha...

guess this makes my day

this is a post that i wants to say that's hidden in my mind for days...

i know that you already know about how i feel for you.
but lately, it hurts me seeing you so troubled and so lost.
and i know that it's not only me but god too.
just wanna let you know that i'm still a friend here to help.
yes i may be fond of you, but i'm here speaking as a friend.
there is no point of holding on to this that is forcing you crazy.
it's gonna not only hurt you but him and god too.
if it will to help you guys to get to know god more by all means go for it. but as i see from now, it seems like god is nowhere near in this relationship.
in fact a relationship that is godly has problems but they can always be solved with an understanding of who god really is.
non of you is ready to handle it yet. and i believe you can see it clearly.
all i could say is, give one another personal time to understand god fully.
and i believe that god wants to be there to help you too.
sorry for being so frank but i guess this is really what friends are for.

hope this can help. just a word from me

a nice song
Bleeding Heart
Angra

today went jamming! haha woo

we had 2 session instead of one out of the blue...
or at least me?

went with heng and zhenrong to play the songs we planned... then on the way there ZR suddenly said... we need a keyboardist haha to start our own composition of music...
and lets see who are the keyboardist that i can name... jordan rudess!!! but how do i get him that's a big problem hahaha...
ok lame... but will we be able to find one who is as good as him? haha i hope... but some that i've thought of will be... kelly and brenda... and btw anyone who is into guitar/keyboard/singing GIVE ME A CALL! noob or pro we welcome all haha... cause we ain't that good too hehe...

btw the first session is abit cock up haha...
but the 2nd was nice ^^... nice eq and setup makes it all easier to play haha... i could feel every instrument and i could play the drums with happiness instead of stress...

and that makes my day haha...

oh ya REIN GANA BIRD SHIT SPAM IT TO THE WORLD!

lately things happen and mould me and changed my point of view in many things...

started to see that god is the most important around life... as my regrets of losing him for that period of time grew... the hunger of wanting to come back to him grew...
he told me something that i think is very good for those who ain't doing very well now...

GOD is like the best Jam Jar in the world... and if we were to taste it, we'll know that it's nice... but sometimes humans have the habit of wanting to try something new... and get bored of what they have... and after a while they'll keep that Jam inside the fridge... wanting to try new type of jams... they will buy many more and try them... but after not long they found out that the old one was the best!

and as they wants to use it once again. they will find that it's harder to open as the lid is frozen and is too stiff... using all their force and might they simply can't open it... but there is always a way to solve this problem... and it's by the use of heat... and that by heating it up... you can once again open it and use it anytime anywhere...

what i wants to say here is. no matter how far you left god, he is always there deep inside your heart, fridge in this case, and he will never leave you, and thus don't be afraid to come back to him. you don't have to force your way back into god. god doesn't want to see that but in fact god just wants us to ask him for help, in this case the help is the heat, you can use a prayer to ask him, spend sometime to read the bible or simply just worship him as who he is and who he will be... he is there, right there, waiting for you. so don't force yourself to come back to god but! just give him a call... god's phone number : 84309673(the word)

another thing that matured me will be relationship... haha such a common issue for everyone...
was in a relationship not long ago if you guys noticed haha... though my tracker is telling me hardly there's anyone coming into my blog haha...

but yes, relationship isn't about i like you i want to chase you i want you to be there for me and i want to be there for you.... haha this is what people calls chasing after girls or sometimes nowaday guys... haha...

but what i noticed was... if you truly love a person, you will want what's best for the person. and sometimes the best is not in you. and don't force yourself into the person. you'll just be an irritant of the person's life. and i'd say there is no point of chasing after people. cause most of the time, you'd just not be yourself. you'll just make both side feel hurt and even pain. the point will be it's always better to be friends haha... time is still long for people our age... why do you have to rush haha...

haha and i'd guess this is why i had been going around asking people about their point of view of relationship and stuff... and it seems that, there are many different ways that people sees it. from christian to non christian, from age of 15 all the way to the age of 45 i asked... haha so if i'll to say what they tells me i'm gonna write a book out of it...

and for me... right now... i'm just gonna spend more time with my beloved jam jar haha... and sleep earlier... and of cause! quit the stupid cigarette....

this few days i've been thinking... shit sometimes when i think i start to get emo SHIT!

next saturday i'm going to JAPAN!!! haha BURBERRY BLUE AND BLACK LABEL HERE I COME!
hope i can buy at least haha cause it's freaking ex i think... at least what i saw online haha...

today went out with heng, andersen, zhen rong, ivan and rein...
haha so long never see them almost... like 2 weeks? haha

we're going to have a chalet soon haha... and our plannings are crazy...
then we went to eat window shop and talk haha... thus that made our day

on the way back with heng, we saw jose.
then we talked and sent her home and i got home haha...

but today somehow i'm wondering will there be home for me to get you?
or am i just thinking too much and i should let go?
hahah random thoughts

today went to school late gosh...

went for 2 hours and went down to tempines to find brenda...
randomedly watched seven pound... nice show but the place kinda irritating. lights on with people infront of us talking non stop...
we changed our seats and i'm so paranoid haha...

after that went to warm up under the sun(or i could say moon) then went to eat

after that slacked around and chat and went home haha

watched ponyo on the cliff by the sea on friday with brenda
it's VERY NICE! haha...
though i hoped that the show has something more after the ending...

and THEY DIDN'T SING THE SONG UNTIL THE CREDITS!!! haha
in which i had a great time singing that song in the cinema XD

went shopping on saturday before service and bought a agnes B long sleeve
should be good for both school and japan trip

service was great but i almost fell asleep =/

after service went to buy my drumsticks cause mine is going to cui soon i think

went to eat and stuff as usual then went to centerpoint robinsons to shop funny...
checked out the perfumes. found one that smells quite nice maybe i'll be buying at duty free as what brenda told me that it's way cheaper there... haha... CHEAP and good = can wait hahah...

then today is sian all the plans had been canceled =.=

hello~ guys!!!\

school start le T.T sian
friday going to watch ponyo anyone from NP group is interested?
until now only brenda is going lmao...

liting owes me a movie ticket and i'm still thinking of what show to watch hahahaha.....
too much movie that i want to watch so must find one that suits the FREE TICKET!
anyone have any movies to intro hahaha

My Future
earn my first million by age 30
first child by age 25
get married by age 23
get my own house by 23
start my first shop(online/retail) at age of 21
get my first car at age 20