sian laptop broke down... what a day
lost some of my songs...
lost microsoft word
lost my visual studio.
school stuff and many more

this few days was random
but will talk about QunEn and Jason's birthday celebration
think it's a happy night for both of them...
got them presents and sang birthday song as usual...
did some fun thing at there too haha...
we went to watch coffin... not a nice show so if you wanna watch i'll strongly advice you not to watch cause you'll be wasting money for sure

fall sick this week...
doc said i'm fine but i my body is acking damn... what's happening?

gonna QUIT that stupid stuff asap! it's killing me

met mavis on tuesday at dhoby ghaut... had tauhuay as dinner haha... wth la
then went to thomson LK(liquid kitchen) had a drink... whisky sour... and it's real sour haha
forgot what she ordered haha

went to J8 to eat... wanted to eat chicken rice but it's closed thus i ate KFC haha...
the person gave me 3 chicken but i can only clear my 2 hahaha...

sent her back and went home...
soon after SAMUEL TAN called me for supper haha...
then we stayed up till like 6am before hitting home

then yesterday watched liverpool vs atlentico madrid match ended 1-1 haha
saw aguero play he's quite good
but i didn't want to watch it but i JUST CAN'T SLEEP
and went to see the doc today...
she said i'm fine but i just can't sleep
only get to have my sleep at like 12pm?! wth!

and now i'm blogging haha

this few days was crazy....

went school for 2/5 days GOSH
Wednesday stayed out till 5am and missed school
Friday went to buy stuff and went to find Mavis and we practically walked the whole night till 3am before settling down at Bishan till 6am...
Saturday went drinking with Vincent and a Waitress is super drunk...
Sunday Slack~

this few days was kinda bored haha...
bought a new shirt and should be the final for the year not long ago...
went to buy the fred perry bag sis asked me to but sadly the shop is closed...

went drinking with vincent, guanjie, samuel and kelvin
2 bottle of martell with 4 person drinking(kelving was drinking coke more)
puked and missed first day of school hahahahahahahahahahaha

then 2nd day of school was sian 3hr of break?! wth?!
stoned the whole day

found out that i was so paranoid and stupid lately...
so i'ma just continue my life and see what's gonna happen next...
so it's up to you to make your decision...
while i slack around haha

Far Away(2007)
Nickelback
All The Right Reason

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

[CHORUS]
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
Cause you know, you know, you know

[CHORUS]
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

All I wanted
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say:
that I love you
(I love you)
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
(and I forgive you)
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me...never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me...never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me...never let me go

kinda no mood today to go out...

went to FRED PERRY at chinatown with the guys and my sis...
didn't get anything but wanted to get a shirt for dar, most probably getting it tomorrow cause today was so rush...
going down tml in the afternoon hope that she will be able to join me of cause...

went to town and see stuff but in the end only bought a lacoste shirt...
wanted to meet dar but didn't want to ps my friends.
but they are so kind ^^ they asked me to go find her instead thanks for the understanding guys...

in the end didn't get to meet her kinda sad about it...
haiz... she lost her phone which means i'll be unable to contact her for a while...

some true words in me.
i'm so afraid dear, that you'll leave me again.
i want to trust you! and i'll trust you!
things is happening now that how i hope you're there now with me
and finally I MISS YOU

just came back from chalet... it's fun!
first day went out with gwen and her friends at downtown east...
wanted to go to WWW... but its close on TUESDAY phew haha...
then we went to eat and went cycling
her friends went on ahead while we're at the back chatting...
i'd say during then we're still quite SHY to talk to one another haha...
but now it's better le ^^
after that they went to bath while i went to the chalet to put my bag first...
CHIONG OUT to find them after that...

we went down to town to eat...
something SCARY HAPPENED on the train but shall not say about it
but THANKS DEAR ^^ for telling me

we went to HEEREN and eat... forgot the name of the restaurant but it sells pasta...
gwen's friend asked if i want to sit in front of GWEN but i'd rather be beside her haha...
like that closer ma XD

we did something stupid there too haha
it's a day of STUPID actions haha...

on our way out we went off to paragon and got some liquor
haha somehow we wanted to KIXIAO and thus they got bacardi while i wanted to try something new...
mine tasted nice somehow like alcholic chocolate haha only that it's a drink ^^ nice~

after getting our first one... we ended up at far east haha...
and tada there's 7-11 there too...
we went to get another one gosh... and they are getting red already!
should had STOP them...
her friend shanlin(should be spelled this way tell me if it's wrong) VOMITED...
took a photo but hadn't upload it yet...

shanlin's bf came and send her back while the rest took cab home...
oh ya by this time weilun was there with us..
we were going back to chalet together but i asked him to accompany me to send dear and her another friend home first...
she was quite drunk...
sent her to her void deck...
then went off sending her friend and we went back to chalet

i got a Q&A session about her gosh...
so SHY!
was able to really talk to them and chat with them...
get to know them more at least here and there

2nd day of chalet was sleepy
woke up at 12pm haha...
stupid la EILLY!
cannot sleep don't drag us la T.T
haha oops...

they went to watch SUNRISE
while i watched it in my dreams

played soccer for a while then we slack till our bbq came
wanted to see her so badly...
tried to ask her to come find me in the chalet but she was kinda shy and thus we went to have a walk at the beach
stupid rain! took away the dry sands and created muds...

we went back to the chalet to take my WALLET which i left it there...
they saw me and didn't see her and all CHIONGED out to see her!
GOSH so PAISEH!
like some zoo animal sia!
we TRIED to run away cause kinda both of us felt WEIRD

went to CLARKE QUAY while thinking of finding a pub to drink...
while sadly when we reach there all of the nice pubs are closed and thus we had a drink and slacked around
haha i'd miss the BRIDGE...

she had a headache and thus sent her home...
on her way back she VOMITED T.T... shouldn't had allowed her to drink
went back to find the guys and i was KOED... so tired

we went off eating BRUNCH and i left first SHAG!

LETS DO IT TOGETHER...

NEVER TO GIVE UP ON ANYONE, GIVING OUR ALL FOR ONE ANOTHER
NEVER TO LOOK BACK IN THE HISTORY, GIVING OUR BEST IN THE FUTURE
NEVER TO CRY OF THE LOST, HOLDING ON TO WHAT WE HAVE NOW AND FOREVER

the camp was fun ^^
many different baby photos are being exposed haha...
and man does PINGSHENG LOOK FAT!
first night slept at 4am... and i can't really sleep as they were practicing the worship till quite loud.

2nd day woke up at 9. spend QT then i fall asleep again haha... gosh i'm so tired.
after that we went to CHANGI BEACH and photos will be uploaded soon
qiulian and ruihao joined us after our first game... PHOTO HUNT haha... thus some photos will be funny!

went back and ISAAC shared to us a teaching...
and we had appreciation time...
really wanna thank AUGUSTINE for the BAILEYS and gosh is it nice or what!
haha for those who hadn't tried it GO GET ONE NOW!
slept at like woah 7am?!
woke up and fall asleep and woke up and fall asleep...
finally woke up at 3pm..
and lalala i missed my FTT once again... must rebook!

school's starting soon next week...
went home after the thing and went out in half an hour time to meet GWEN ^^
we went to taka to wait for the DELL guys but in the end we didn't meet there...
went to CINE to see if there's any movie that we can catch if we didn't meet them...
but i don't really have any show in mind lately so... we stucked there XD
called ANDERSEN to ask about what they will be doing and they told us to go down to PS and find them...
before leaving CINELEISURE we went to FRED PERRY to look at the shoes...
though i didn't saw the one i saw online but i did saw one that was pretty nice...

sadly i can't find the photo of the shoe but well... it cost 175 but haha... i'm wondering now if should i buy since i just bought my ADIDAS shoe not long ago... thus we left~

reached PS and the rest were at KFC and was going to find them...
but GWEN felt awkward to be with them and wanted to leave...
i didn't want her to go off T.T thus i dragged longer...
went up to the cinema though there's no show in mind, i really wanna SPEND more time with her
thus i randomly chose PAINTED SKIN(but it's nice though, touching love story the person beside GWEN was crying)...
while watching the show.. i wasn't really focusing on the show...
well cause... i wanna ask her to GIVE ME another CHANCE
though it had been 4 years... many things actually happened between both of us...(YOU AGREE TOO RIGHT?)
BUT!
this time! i wanna make it RIGHT!...
but i was shy haha... shit me with all this but...

THEN before the show ENDS i made up my mind!
i ASKED her on the way to the MRT station... abit unromantic at all la...
i sounded so shy and both of us felt funny...
cause though we didn't say it verbally...
our HEARTS are already there...
just that both of us have the same problem!
SHY AND DON'T DARE TO TAKE INITIATIVE!

then after sending her off at the MRT station, i went up to find the rest at FOODCOURT
SORRY guys! i didn't want to PS you but please to understand me
i'd promise you guys too that there won't be a 2nd time

we played poker there till 11+ then we left home and tada i'm here bloggin about today hahaha

hey dear(something for you),

i believe that this road that we'll be taking is sure not going to be a smooth sail.
tests will come to break us up but lets do it together alright!
no matter what is going to come! this is a promise for you from me i'll put my 100% TRUST in you
that none of the past HISTORY is gonna Break Us Again

Sign,
[JoB]ZiJiE

muahaha.. i forgot to blog about what i promised XD sorry guys who are very actively reading my blog

we went to celebrate ivan's birthday on wednesday haha...
it was pretty fun... but i'm getting broke!
i used around 80bucks that day... gosh!
well it' for of cause my NEW SHIRT
it's a ClubMarc's shirt pretty nice i think... wore it today while i went out with GWEN~

haha but before talking about today...
celebration of his birthday is fun...
he STRIPED woo!
and he's SEXY...
cause we bought for him a shirt from FRED PERRY

we went to play ARCADE & BOWLING after that
haha... i owned them in bishi bashi haha... thanks to my drumming i won all the speed stuff XD...
almost lost the SOCCER one when i hit the defender haha... but i WON unexpectly haha... PROUD XD shit!
but i was totally TRASHED at bowling haha...
gosh ZHIYU is good...
and one of the guy his SEH is there.. haha STYLO MILO's finishing... haha
we tried to CURL the ball but lalala... we ganna the LONGKANG...

then we went over to the nearest taxi station and some of them cab home
wanted to go with ZHIYU and JASON first... but i paiseh don't wanna be a FREE LOADER
then stayed with the rest
heng, crimson, ivan and his friend went off first

we stayed on and played POKER haha...
or you can say DAIDI...
then it was like wow! SOOMUI is PRO! play everyday in school daidi-er to the max!

then yesterday went to buy CAMERA with mom... bought a SAMSUNG NV-24HD

bought a silver one.. though i felt that black is nicer but she'll be the one using most of the time so haha...

then I went for CG... with the cam haha...
wanted to take photo but didn't took any nice photo... some will be...


haha and that's about it... main character COCO... XD

NOW TODAY!!!
FINALLY WENT BACK TO DRIVING ...
SHIT man... so many mistakes... and the instructor FORGOT me! how could he...
haha but nvm... it's true...
almost 2 months liao never go.. how could he remember la haha..
i cocked up my whole stuff... SHIT! but nvm

went to meet GWEN after that... haha know her for 4 years liao... wow...
so fast... haha
SO much things happened and she's still as AWESOME as ever haha... sound wrong but haha...
met her at her block's VOID DECK...
she gave me a small cup of BEN & JERRY icecream...
haha though i don't really like chocolate... but it was NICE... i wonder why... hmmm... XD

went down to DHOBY GHAUT to have dinner at SWENSEN... haha...
my one and only meal today! gosh haha...
then we went down to THOMSON to a pub.. i forgot the name...
i ordered BLUE LAGOON and it's nice! haha
and the ATMOSPHERE there is just... AWESOME!
then we went home soon after that...
haha
oh Gwen... next time come out TAKE PHOTO LEH

I'D SURE MISS THE OLD DAYS

ok i'm lazy to blog today haha
but i'd just say what i'd be blogging about for tomorrow


1. IVAN'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
2. 'TONNING' AT MARINA SQUARE
3. NIGHT SAFARI
4. GYM
5. NEW CAMERA
6. NEW SHIRT

My Future
earn my first million by age 30
first child by age 25
get married by age 23
get my own house by 23
start my first shop(online/retail) at age of 21
get my first car at age 20