alright its dieing. lets talk.
last saturday, i have only 10 bucks in my wallet and i was shocked, 10dollar for 2 days is very hard to survive for me. then god blesssed me with the a strange breakthrough. the 10bucks survived me for 2 days and yes monday is my allowance day. this week the same thing happened but i have 20 in my pocket. hm haha gonna persevere on. hope i spell it wright. haha. though i have 20 10 is for god! haha i am not gonna give god anymore excuses of not paying my tithing! yea weilun coming to church this sat haha. gonna let him know some of my frens. my good frens.
last sat. i wept for my family. for so long since i last wept. it seems like i've finally wept because of the way i sees that why we are having so much miscommunications. how i hope that we will be one again like when we were young.
alot of things came through my mind lately. and i've finally come with a conclusion that i cannot live my life this way. its not gonna help. its time to work and take actions
to all my church frens, joseph lin(TP) had just been under and accident not long ago. though his injuries are not very bad, but i hope that we can all pray for him. pray for fast healing for his leg.
and finally a song lyrics that i think is very nice:D in between by linkin park
Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between
Let me apologize to begin withLet me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between
Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between
Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
And I cannot explain to youIn anything I say or do or plan
Fear is not afraid of youGuilt's a language you can understand
I cannot explain to you in anything I say or do
I hope the actions speak the words they can
For my pride and my promise
For my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
For my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none