MUSIC FOR LIFE

26.9.06

25/9/06

haha today paper 1hr onli!!
so glad can go home early to drink my new coconut!!! haha... sooo sweet!!! wooo tml oso gt haha she brought 2 nuts home... ok it doesn't sound right.. haiz nvm la...
yea went to study but kinda dint study much but hack la at least i noe hw to do log... haha thks james for the effort to come all the way to teach me.. haha
lol went to play dota though b4 mitting him haha... went to fellowship wif fren ma so nvm la hor... giving excuses... lol guanjie's dad still not happy... wat to do my fault ma...
haiz get to know more bout james too haha... he had such a difficult life.. but he had changed so much!!! its great!!!
lol the michelle ah... haha we having heart to heart chat than come distrub... haha jokin onli ah dun get angry leh... lol
chatted wif gary on the fone tat night haha... my guess is wrong... sian haha seems like i dun noe him that much haha.. but at least he though me so much on the fone call... thks gary
for not onli b my shepherd but a great brother in christ :)

2:26 AM
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24.9.06

23/9/06

yea today gt church again haha so excited... tried new shirt wearin style haha so strange
bt hack la jus go out le... haha joseph lin went my house to stay over last nite haha till so late...
bt nvm la he gt his prob at home ba.. so nvm lor bt haiz y today oso dun go home slp...
house bed so nice... nvm la jus let him... bt xue yong ah xue yong y u nvr go home... go home
slp la... every1 so worried bout you sia... haiz grow ba... grow... hey gary i tink i noe y u allow
xue yong to go ur house anytime le... haha when u read this feel free to ask me wat i think...
haha think u wanna kip tis a secret first rite haha... sure sure... bt haiz today's church so fun...
ke lian de james nvr come... haha bt nvm la i will find time to tell you bout today's event haha
yea today i made a promise to god that i will grow!! now is serious growing no games!!! god
here i m choose me choose me i wan to serve you i wan to worship you!!

1:24 AM
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22/9/06

wow today pm so strong... bt y lord y is it tat i felt tat i m so weak... lord grow me stronger
i dun wanna stay so weak... lord i wanna b strong wif you... lord give me power and str...
ya although felt so lonely... i went joggin wif them again... bt was feelin so tired so no str to
run instead tink i gt muscle cramp le... sian... bt hey my a maths paper felt so good!!! so easy
will pass de yea... thank god man to give me such wisdom to do my paper!! but lord y m i
feelin so tired aft the exam??
haiz aft jogging i went to play wif them again... wat m i doin... bt nvm at least i did do some fellowshiping wif my team!!! and james thks for givin me the moral support on staying
strong wif god once again!! thanks for your help james... you are a great brother!!!

yea thanks all team to be always there to help me

1:18 AM
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21/9/06

yea today onli one paper haha e maths pp2!!! so easy!!! bt haiz tml a maths paper!!!
but although i m having a big paper tml i mus oso fellowship wif my team members!
although i m in exam period i mus still stay as 1 wif the team and not fall apart!!
so i went to swim after the paper wif stephen and gary... haha i m kinda slow swimmer
haha so dun blame me 2 be slow la haha... bt it swimming is fun haha... aft tat went
to eat wif them while fellowshiping yea!! haha kinda tired though went home and sleep
haha bt no i m not wasting my time sleeping!! haha although slept for 3hr la haha
aft sleepin i went to fellowship again haiz... tml gt big exam still siao siao go fellowship
wat am i thinkin man haha.. went jogging wif the team huh yea... aft joggin we went for a
drink haha... so nice the coconut haha... but kinda paisei haha every1 w8ed for me sia...
sian reach home study a maths... ahhhh so stressful wat is log 1 chap onli i goin 2 die le!!
wat to do there is still so many chap!! die die die
tml ppr die le!!

1:08 AM
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20/9/06

haha... today's cg is fun!!! haha at serangoon stadium haha... so fun but oso so paisei
haha... today's botah first time of leading of p&w haha tryin to act pro huh... choose
such strange song bt yea it song's meaning is great... botah jia you u will do it rite some
day de haha jia you... wif god ur wish had been granted... so now jia you and improve!!
haha although the game is so paisei haha y my sch mus pian pian choose the atheletic
training at there at the same time... haiz so scare la dun dare to play the games they
created... sry team... i was kinda defiance there... haha u noe y la hor haha... yea but
overall the cg is fun and special

1:02 AM
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23.9.06

19/9/06

haiz... today was goin to fellowship wif guanjie and trying to share the word of god to him
but haiz satan controlled his dad to stop us from going out... y satan are u scare tat he will
come to us one day that you used his dad to stop us from meeting!!
nvm u might win this time but we will win at the end of the day... haiz his dad acturally
take me as a person who always ask guanjie to go out to play wif... nvm i will show his dad
that i m a changed person now but this will take quite some time... haiz i dun get it man...
y did i shouted at his dad what had i done... it seems like i gotta take quite some time to
get a trust from his dad... haiz mayb god is tellin me to grow b4 he give me the ability to
grow the others... ok lord from today onwards i will stay wif u closely and never fall apart

11:56 PM
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18/9/06

haiz sian y did i went to play lan wif classmates... wasted my money sia...
should save for funds... also can take the time to study for a maths sia
the paper coming and i m still slacking!!! what the hack am i doing!!!
haiz because nvr study hard enough i acturally flunk my phy ppl!!!
ahhh today so stupid what am i doin!! dint even fellowship and even
worse i played the whole day wifout studying!!
y m i so lazy oh god!! y am i so stupid to get tricked by satan!!
oh god, save me from satan bring his bonds away from me!!
oh god, save my fren from satan bring them to you for you will save them!!
oh god, save my team, although we know you are good but we wan salvation from you
wa want to grow nearer to you oh lord jesus save us!!

11:24 PM
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17/9/06

haiz... still angry over guanjie ytd...
oh ya if i m not wrong i xcidentally showed my anger to one of the sister
hey although i dunno ur name i m really sorry bout what i did leh
kinda unhappy for the whole day... sorry sis really sorry haha
bt haha today study at the place kinda nice sia haha bt sian step on urine...
stupid la cannot smell anything than step on it oso dunno haha...
and rayson thks for teaching me physic haha kinda blur of what i m learning today
but hope tat tml's phy ppl will be able to score haha... sian sia tml oso gt eng ppl
yea did fellowship wif the team too get to know one another more and more
haha also get to know myself more haha... great dinner we had together too
hope to mit up wif u all again haha

11:16 PM
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16/9/06

yea!! today anniversary!!! haha felt so happy yea worship and praise so good
bt did a big mistake today... haiz i should not ask james to send guanjie the games
he practically played the whole day... never even talk to us or even join us in anything
he even told me that he has a motive to come to church today!! make me so angry
than he even played in church!! wat is he trying to do man... accept to come happily
than come and play... haiz he still there disturbing rui hao during worship sia sian...
bt nvm la he will get to know wat we r doing is good for our god i so real
yea gt to take fotos wif those who i long time nvr c le haha yi quan change so much sia
haha seems tat the church change alot le sia haha... yea get to know james more too
and also the team more haha... though still sick i still love god yea!!
haha thomas ah thomas sick still always play till so late ah... dun play le lah sleep

10:32 PM
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15/9/06

wooo... die... today chem paper i though is mcq... die le
but thank god man... he gave me the knowledge to do my paper
will pass de... haha i almost 1 year nvr pass chem le oh god let me pass
yea today's pm is great, though kinda hot bt i can really feel the
presence of god there... yes tml is anniversary at expo!!!
god i am ready to worship you there!!! yea!!
oh yea!! guanjie coming tis sat... hope he will not put a face there...
haiz but kinda sian jia xing cannot come haiz...
bt yea church is fun so guanjie dun put a face there la... have fun wif us

10:22 PM
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14/9/06

haha though exam start le must still fellowship haha
took the chance to go out wif guanjie le haha
haha get to noe him more bt kinda scare for the more you know the ppl
you get to know their bd points more and more than you will tend to
get to dun lyk the person... wat to do god!! show me the way!!! i wanna grow!!
stayin as a sheep is not right haiz... god show me the way bring me to the right path...
let me not stay small let me grow!!
bt god i wanna thank you for givin me such a good spiritual buddy... James
such a strong person he is... Lord hereby i promise you that i will grow wif him
by helpin him while he is always there to help me
Lord i also wan to help the others O lord
let the others c that i m always there to help them lord let them know that i am always
free to help them lord

10:13 PM
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13/9/06

wah today sch so little ppl!!
so many ppl drop chinese sia haha sian y mus i pian pian retake
haiz do test so diff sia keep on coughin and sneezing
haiz tink gonna flunk my chinese prelim le
haha lucky the 3months plan can take midyear phew
haha bt like tat i left 9 points for 5 subs sia sajc y ur point so high...
bt haiz nvm la o level cannot flunk le...
bt wat to do... mus stay in north east group mus chiong for jcs around northeast
haiz... y i so many haiz... wanna stay in north east to help out!! we are still so small
we must grow hey northeast people its time to go evangelise le!!
go and grow grow grow
bt b4 u go pray than will b fruitful!!
dun b lyk me always go evan bt 4gt to pray than become quite useless
for nothing is impossible with god!! luke 1 : 37
yea!!

10:02 PM
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12/9/06

haiz still gt intensive... still sleep haha bt at gt try to listen le
haha at least did learn something today
haiz... tml chinese paper dun wanna fail!!
bt hey wif god i will do good haha will pass de!!
haiz... so many ppl not retakin chinese sia
y i dun stop haiz... so target so high 4 wat
haiz mus go sajc!! haha dun laugh ah
i will go de sajc here i come!!!
ok la will b quite diff la haha

9:54 PM
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11/9/06

haiz today english intensive!!!
wat to do so sian yet still sick!! haha at least can sleep thr the whole day
wow felt so great in class wif the aircon + lullaby sure sleep de
bt haiz... dint get to learn anyting english how!!!
haiz gj gettin more attitude... dunno wat he tinkin
hope tat he will get to noe tat i m tryin to help him
tink tat he tinks tat i m tryin 2 harm him...
haiz wat to do my way of expressin my thinkin is bad...
or mayb he dun wan me to help him ba...

9:42 PM
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10/9/06

yea!! today finally can use the internet... haiz so sian at office wif onli a com
bt haha ya can fellowship wif james!! get to noe him more le
haha so stress over sickness 3 weeks le!! haven ok...
nvm wif god i will be ok!! sure will de!!

9:36 PM
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9.9.06

9/9/06

haiz sorethroat... kant sing properly in worship and phraise
sad... bt hey today church is fun haha
sian kant concentrate on anyting much today unable to study

bt thks jiancong 4 givin me the tips of wat i should do wif all the
prob that i m having now
the tips are great haha

sry chen xiang for shoutin at u unreasonablily
i was over stress this few days
over too many prob
bt tink tis few days will b ok le
haha jiancong's tips will sure help me alot de haha

ya sry alvin and gary to cause u all so much trouble leh
hope tat i will not cause any more prob in times again
tis is a promise i gave all of the group members

9:55 PM
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8/9/06

huh kinda sian still...
bt today worse haha... sick...
funny James brough me to c doc
bt run kinda far to look for a doc'
bt thks James for accompanying me to c the doc
though is kinda long distance

ya! today QT is great as it helps me alot to c my own mistakes
helps me to know what to do in the future
yea!! mus thks those who help me through tis few hard days

haiz... gary ah gary... stephen ah stephen...
wat makes u think i hav a crush on ******
haiz... now study till so blur le whr gt time to think of such things le...
haha really hope tat u hav really know wat i m thinkin nw in my heart le
haha hope to know u all more and the team too...
bt really had a great time talkin wif both of u on the fone

9:48 PM
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7/9/06

haiz... tis few days kinda strange...
my team thinks tat i m a "flirt"...
bt hey team!! i m used to my culture at school le
i m not tryin to gain any attention to the gals
i m jus bein myself...
so sry... hope tat u all will understand wat i m thinkin ba...

haiz... finally know more of my mistakes thks to gary!!
haha hey gary thks for tellin me those mistake i done unknowingly
promise all of you guys i shall change wif the power of god
yea!!!

haha sry to sunny...
wanna help u in dnt folio than in the end i fall aslp
hope wat i done could at least help u a little la
and ya dnt finish le nw study le...
haha MUG!!

9:42 PM
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4.9.06

4.9.2006

haiz today my first day usin blog haha kinda slow huh
start to MUG wif CG members le haha
so sian studying bt for the sake of going JC i mus chiong
haha with God everything is possible
luke 17:21 the kingdom of heaven is within you (my fav verse)
haha life as a Christian Rox sia haha
miss all X Cg members peicai mus grow grow!!!
haiz... (y is satan trying to kill people??)
haiz... (y is people trying to worship satan?)

11:03 AM
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