ok now for the econutner with god haha

on the bus to hougang from NP god spoke to me haha like so long i had not been having a good chat with god le haha...

firstly he asked me to move to a seat bt never tells me which seat to go to... as i dunno which seat to go to i asked him to give me directions bt he told me to go to a seat ahhh dunno whr bt haha i jus go to a seat and then he spoke to me

"this is where you choose to go and i am still with you, for no matter where you go my child i will forever stay side by side you to help u and guild you"

secondly he showed me a person walkin pass the road with 2 light shineing on her causin 2 shadow then god told me this

" look at the shadows i am the stronger shadow that will forever be there not leaving you and sin is like the weaker shadow which will b there be will be gone too... i with my love and ur faith all sin shall be weaker and weaker till one day they will be gone... i will protect over you no matter wat circumstances"

thirdly the bus was turning and it shoes me a tree near the side of the road, god asked me to stretch out my hand and have no fear. because i fear that i will hit the tree i dun dare to stretch out my hand bt finally when the bus made the turn the bus moved further from the side allowing my hand to be unable to even reach the side of the road the god spoke to me once again

"i will never ask you my child to do stuff to harm you bt i will guild you to do stuff that will help you in ur life and overcome all your problems"

yesterday so special haha...

lets see start from my bag! haha i went lan shop and i 4gt to bring my bag home and it stayed over at Nineer haha... morning went to fetch home... bag stay over and the owner oso stayed over haha...

lin and i went to chenxiang's house and stayed over... we play dota till 5am then i go sleep bt lin stayed on on msn talkin till 630 then he sleep haha...

went to fetch my bag with cx while getting a good chance to have a chat with him... haha

when i reached home i remembered that mingyu's harddrive in my bag! yea fifa... bt dunno y my com so lousy that i cannot play!!! sian haha... nevermind i dun play lor haha goin to buy new ram!! haha

at night i gt a chance to clear the problem between me and ruihao le haha... i dunno y bt haha someone told me tat he tinks tat i dun like him haha... bullshit haha... all child of god are my brothers y do i nid to hate u haha... tink too much haha

this is the encounter with man of god next encounter with god!

lol this week no work!!! haha me and tingen forget to write our schedule haha... so no work haha

given chunjin his first lesson on LTTF lesson 1 and 2 haha...
lol in return he though me how to play kof haha...

after that me and tingen went to sign for our next week de schedule haha... we kanjion le scare le haha...
then went to watch movie with zhen wen haiz... stupid show haha... then saw james kang! my one and onli gay partner haha... he worse then me sia haha... 3 girls! lol all VJC pro la james... haiz... i can nvr go into tat sch haha...

ytd went to church and oso tok on the fone till waaaaaaaaa......... 8am... went to audition cannot slp!! haha... mornin voice sing like shit... haha...

and cartel guys wan to know zhen wen de name... haha i will share if she allow XD haha...

stupid so tired tat i almost slept at service! haha thk god for james sia.. he help me wake me up and offered sweet to keep me awake...
haha wat i had been thinkin for so long and i finally gt my answer from god le ty god!

went to east coast to have farewell part for jiancong haha... i lead water bomb game while alvin lead the orange dye game haha... stupid la... water bomb became throwing ppl into the sea game haha... everyone soaked eachother into the sea la... and then in the end we did super taupok wahahhaa.... jiancong siam haha... bt sadly jeremy tio haha... in the end everyone was so wet that we changed our games into water games haha... everyone was waaaaa.... wet haha...

after tat quite a number of us went to have dinner at katong! haha and sunny(peasarabanmutudoubledeckerbus/hongkongzai) is a good indian and hongkangkai! haha

after tat me,sunny,joseph lin, jeremy,chenxiang and xueyong went to gary house to stay overnight and haha i first one to knock out haha.. stupid zhenwen talk till so long>.< haha... finally can sleep sia haha...

then b4 we sleep we had mass taupok + whip haha... sunny de whip smacked alot of ppl sia haha... everyone was smacked by me!! wahahaha thk god for mr raymond who taught me the art of wacking ass! haha we wack and wack and wacked haha...

haha today first day of job... lol job first day of job... lame.... haiz...
clumsy zijie first day drop drink le... haha but thank god:D glass never drop so nothing broken...

haha made 4 new friend:D... jon tan, zhenwen, rayner and dunno wat name haha...
ok... guihao wanna work too haha... bt super sian la y everyone ask me got job to intro not...
wan i intro myself or else... haha... i not so pro in lookin for job leh haha... though always look at mirror i found job le bt bleah... stop asking me or jus look at my photo thks:D

haiz... gonna b more helpful haha... quite sian... whole day never eat then serving food to everyone.. waaaaaaaaaaa roar... haha... then make me in charge of bread! lol look at the bread i oso wanna tou tou kope haha... bt yea i good boy dun touch haha...

haiz... went to desmond house overnight haha... we play NBA till 6am! lol um goin to 6 haha 5++
score 1v2 haha he win 2 i win 1 haha you chen jiu ok... for me an anti-xbox guy can win once is miracle le haha...

hm... it has been one week since the start of the new year...
and yet so many tings happen... started to understand more of myself and people around me...
the world is movin so fast... i felt no time to waste anymore... being more of the noisy type i start to think...
what shall i do when everything is not goin my way. Ans: ask god and follow his way
whr should i go. Ans: everywhere is home, go and you shall be accepted with warm hands...
when should i go. Ans: wait for the best time has yet to come
who should i go with. Ans: onli those chosen by god you shall bring.
how should i go. Ans: by foot and not by metals, for man are thr for you to look for
why should i go. Ans: for the world needs help, and i shall help for i shall b a life changer.

but before all this... i shall have growth spiritually,mentally and finally in my thoughts...
the time shall come, and god i am willing to wait even till my death bed.
play, there will be. work there must be.

hereby i promise to you. i shall impact the world like how paul,joshua,moses etc... does and i shall not fail you anymore

TO JIAN CONG...
A LETTER THAT OF MEMORY...
my dear UL/Ex-shepherd,
soon you will leave us... soon you shall go to higher authorities whr time will keep us apart... so many memories unfolds as life still goes on... so many great memories of happiness, anger, sadness, love and help will still lingers in the hearts of man who shares this memory... our lifes may be different but ultimatly our goals shall meet... memories in the future shall forever has someting loss in my life bt at due time they shall return... happiness of joy shall stay within me bt the tribute for happiness is sadness of bitterness... you may be gone and we will mourn... sadly, i, job who promised not to cry for a day of leavin had failed again... tears floodin my chin drips as water back into the world... memories within me shall not be lost... bt b4 due time i shall keep them safely within my life and keep you in my heart forever...
zijie,

haha first blog in the year quite late...
ya my resolution has been set... gonna b and CL for peicai and goin to learn more bout evangelising and being a great leader...

brought 2 books to study on... evangelistic truth and jesus on leadership
big shaun sry tat i haven gt the chance to finish readin ur book... i m rushin the book now so yea will try my best to return the book to you...

went shopping wif my mom at J8 haha... went to funky-b and brough a shirt quite nice to me.. but best of all meaningful shirt... its written what satan can do god can do better... ya

went to work for my dad too.. and sadly my hp bills went up high again...

anyone who is good please lend me your xbox can? haha so long nvr play games le quite sian...
anyway... tis month gonna slow down the usetage of my hp and start readin books too...
4 books to chiong!

chunjin came back from taiwan le very happy bout it:D bt he has quite a number of YFC stuff to do so kant give him his first lesson today... gideon hope tat you will allow me to stay in northeast... bt i understand wat u meant tat day... goin to jog wif gideon later at night haha... quite special too overnight running... so gonna have fun:D

many things happen tis week or wat could i say last week... grow alot i tink and yea i gonna change the way i live... tink i should giv chunjin time to think too... so gonna give him time to tink by himself bt yea i will still be thr to help you chunjin...

kok leong- i wanna work wif you do tell me whr you will b workin cos tis way i can get to know you more too

and to the rest of the christian- evangelising is a lifestyle, breakthrough start from within... meditate on god words and you shall grow much more... god will never short change us too...

and a verse for everyone-proverbs 23v26

My Future
earn my first million by age 30
first child by age 25
get married by age 23
get my own house by 23
start my first shop(online/retail) at age of 21
get my first car at age 20