recently i've found out that many people around me (include myself) has been facing the same problem. Harsh decision making in life.

ok to start with, this post doesn't meant for christians only it meant for everyone.

Alot of people has a misunderstanding of the word JOY, joy doesn't mean happiness only. in fact in time of sadness we can rejoice too. joy is a inner security inside a person's heart that rise up to the surface even when they are facing problems. the highest level of joy is to be able to sing songs of praise (happiness) even when you are facing the darkest problems in your life, may it be a broken relationship, bankcrupt, death of close people and many more to come. life is full of problems and situations that seems too big for you, instead of running away from them in fear the best way is face them with hope. for when a person has determination miracles will happens.

once i heard a story of an war at england. the enemy is sending them with their strongest air force striking into their homeland. and england's weakness in war is air. but a few pilot was determined to protect their country with their life. less then 50 fighter planes went into the sky to face the enemies who shows to be thousands. 50 went aboard, 50 returned in whole. the enemy was totally strike down.

to have determination first you must have hope of a brim of light of life. to have this hope first you must be able to have a positive thinking. always thinking of negatives brings fear, fear that they will happened but if you count the positive things happening in your life you will find out that they are so much more then the negative things in life. as you are able to feel the joy of life you will not fear.

and without fear about failure in life you will have the inner peace. peace a beautiful words you always hear in miss universe can start from every single one of you reading this post now. peace is not just everyone living peacefully together. but it's something more powerful. many people get insecure because they did not feel the inner peace of life and always wonder their life with fear.

therefore i'll conclude that life is tough but look forward with hope and when they come don't run face them with peace & joy that you will fight this battle of life and win gloriously.

Labels: Joy and Peace

to love born forgiveness, gentleness & hope

to ungentleness born violence
to unforgiveness born hatred.
to violence born hatred
to hatred born self-centerness
to self-centerness born pride
to pride born fear
to fear borns faithlessness

have you love your neighbour like yourself?
i know i haven't
haiz... how carnal is human to think for themself
how hard is it to hide from human nature.
from pride creates a mind of me, myself & i.
haiz... how long will people start to think for one another.

GOD.. i know it's hard, but god your strength is unlimited.
guide me and help me conquer the carnel nature i live in
your strength brings love.
your love brings hope to me

& i shall bring your love out
lord
give me the strength to love one another lord
i can't stay in my own world of self desire anymore lord.

how beautiful is the world
how great is the world
my father created.

how strong is a love of parents & child
that they will give their all for the child

lord take away my fear and give me courage
courage to do what is right and not the sins of the world lord

the world is full of goodness
but let no man sees the darkness of the world anymore lord.
but let man starts to see the goodness and greatness of the world.

happiness, joy, love...
had these 3 beautiful words been lost in the world?
had these 3 words became a legend?
had these 3 words become something that only appear in fairytales?

lord. the world may have lose this but i want to seek this
but i know with pride and fear these will never come
help me lord
to put man between you and me and not behind me lord

God others Me
not
God Me others
lord.
help me lord. take away pride and self-centeredness .

take out my fear of man and give me courage
take out my pride and give me love
take out my self-centeredness and give me other-centeredness
take out my hatred and give me love lord

My Future
earn my first million by age 30
first child by age 25
get married by age 23
get my own house by 23
start my first shop(online/retail) at age of 21
get my first car at age 20