oh gosh... i'm thinking of getting so many things lately haha

a new phone! N81! super nice phone haha

A Guitar (acoustic) still have no idea of what to get... but thinking of getting the budget of 500-700 bucks

A External Hard Disk Drive! my laptop's space is going lowwwwwwwwww

C&C3 expansion pack! it's out for god sake and it's out for quite some time now too haha...

A camera! haha... i've found out that i'm always unable to find photos of the joy of life when i'm having that is haha...

A whole new bunch of books! haha i've finished all my books at home and is needing a whole new bunch of books to start reading once again haha...

Some whole new set of clothes! haha.... i've been scolded... JOB AH WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS WEARING THE SAME OLD SET OF CLOTHES EVERYDAY! haha.... die...

A hair cut... haha nvm this is crap haha..

LIVERPOOL WALLET! haha saw one at the fan club the other day... haha it's not very expensive phew haha... 3x only ^^ and as a lvp fan! i must get... haha... at least that's what i feel... it looked very cool too haha...

TORRES JERSEY! haha... he's my favorite player in LIVERPOOL haha... so it's a must must buy jersey for me that is haha...

DRIVING LISENCE! YOU'RE COMING TO ME SOON!

and OH guys!!! 2 more months my birthday~ any idea? hahaha....

an extract from the book - the 7 laws of spiritual success by Selwyn Hughes.
on the chapter on Count Your Blessings

"Many years ago i remember hearing Corrie Ten Boom speak in a church in London. She and her family lived through the Nazi holocaust and they hid Jewish people in their home who otherwise might have been killed. Eventually she and her older sister Betsy were placed in a Nazi prison camp and it was such a flea-ridden place that she couldn't stand it.

One night, as they were praying and reading the Bible, Betsy said, " It says here in the first book of Thessalonians that we are to give thanks in everything."

'Well,' said Corrie, 'I can't give thanks for the fleas.'

Betsy responded, ' Well then, let's give thanks that we are together. Most families have been split up.'

Corrie thought, 'Well, I can do that but i cannot thank God for the fleas.;

Much later Corrie found out that one of the reasos why she and her sister were not molested by the guards (as were many of the women) was because their captors were so repulsed by the fleas they would not enter the room.

Corrie said, 'Every day since i discovered that i have given thanks to God for those fleas' "

Just wanna ask you guys... is there something in life that it seems so impossible to thank God for? if there is... think about it. maybe it's time to give thanks for it.

something i wanted to tell you guys... either at home or anywhere...

hey...
it had been so long... it's so hard to live alone trying to fight for something higher...
i've seen all... so many times you may just need a support. you may just needed friends... you may just needed more attention... you may just need a love...
but
so many of you tried to fight to get it. some tried to fight some tried to lie and some just bang around finding the answer...
it hurts seeing people fighting against one another... it hurts yes it hurts... it hurts seeing people in order to get what they want they hurt others...
it hurts seeing people cry when they fail... it hurts seeing people seeking things that they at times don't even know the reason for them to do it... it really hurts... it really does...

Labels: HURTS

My Future
earn my first million by age 30
first child by age 25
get married by age 23
get my own house by 23
start my first shop(online/retail) at age of 21
get my first car at age 20