lately life hadn't been going out how the way i hope it'll be but somehow i kinda like the way it goes.
shouldn't be this way but don't know what's happening inside. it felt like as if i want to feel the pain in life. and the more it comes the more i want more. am i crazy o.O haha i don't know
another thing will be i had been missing my granny recently. though she's not there anymore for almost 2 years now, at times i'm just hoping that she was here at least nagging at me. but of cause i know you're doing well up there and it must be breaking your heart looking at me down here doing all these stupid and meaningless stuff.
lastly will be mom, had a quarrel with her not long ago. now that she doesn't gives me money nor am i really wanting to listen to what she says, our relationship is getting worse and day by day i'm starting to lose out in money. soon i'm going to be broke, or you can that i'm broke now (with just less then 5 bucks to use to survive)
haiz...
