haha finally about lately
i had been emo-ing about stuff that's happening around me or i'd say in me
maybe because i had been wanting to get relationship which is what the church will discourage which made me pretty selfishly fed-up
a few person i want to thank for helping me through
xueping - something she told me seriously struck me
(Q: how do you know you're ready for relationship
A: When you ain't thinking of getting into one)
yiai - the way her relationship could last for 3 and a half year touched me into understanding about relationship and also it really shows me that the type of relationship i had been seeking is able to be found since it's the type of relationship she is in now. which assured me that i shouldn't rush into any quick conclusion and stuff
cuiwen - i want to thank her alot for being there to listen to me and stuff. sharing to me her honest opinion about stuff and giving me advices though she thinks that she didn't but i will say YOU DID!
evaine aka strawberry aka soomui - thanks for being a listener too haha thanks i don't know what to say but just many thanks for being there to listen my boring words haha
jiamin - haha something she told me that helped me to overcome this too
(if you are looking for a life-partner going into a relationship with her now will surely not make her your wife since we're still young but if you keep it till later then won't the chance be higher?) how true at least by what i've seen in my friends around me and my family
ISAAC ANG KOK LENG AH NEH INDIAN WORKER GOING TO BANGALADASH TO START CHURCH IN THE FUTURE - muahaha long name but i want to thank him for being so patience towards me though lately i hadn't been really saying much positive stuff to him and had been giving him alot of trouble thank you mr... super long name guy muahaha
augustine - i wanna thank you for the stuff you told me and that something for you don't worry for us yea ^^ i promise you! i will be a history maker here to help around. god's prophesy isn't going to break down but this marks the dawn of something new and something is going to happen. put your trust in me while i will bring NP up towards a new level of leadership and new level of god's servents into the world to come
and finally the decision i've made : i'd not be going to FCBC le. i'm gonna stay in Hope and stay in NP for i've made a promise... not going to think so much about rls since what for do i need when god too said this do not worry about what you wear or what you eat or what is going to happen tomorrow. though to some of my non-believer friends they will not understand this but i'd say even if you're not a christian : don't worry so much in life cause it'd just harm yourself life isn't hard to live it's how you see it. if you see it in a bad way you'll live your life as bad as you see it is. but if you see in positively, you can always smile and say life is good... it's human nature to look negative but it's always so much better to look at the positive side of life that everyone has. you might not see it now but trust me you'll see it if you find it.
if you truely seek something you'll find it.
