i have a friend...
for i once know him and i left him...
though i know he cares for me...
and knows what's best for me
yet i chose to leave this friendship and became a jerk...
doing things just because... i wanted to...
making decisions that only cared about myself...
chasing after things that are here today gone tomorrow...
thinking of the answer of life but never find them...
till this friend tag along...
he never forsake me
he knows what's best for me
though at times i'd always think about why am i doing this
is fame, money, emotions so important?
is pleasing everyone else so important?
if life is always going to be a whole cycle... where is the end of point?
is life supposed to be always finding pleasure?
is life supposed to be meant for you to suffer in?
i had so much questions i wanted to ask...
so many times people ask me why... why do you have so much why?
deep inside of you.. don't you?
finally i chose...
finding this friend that once gave me reason to live again...
i'd thought that he'd say go away...
i'd thought that he'd say i never knew you...
i'd thought that he'd ignore me...
but....
he didn't, he saw me and waited for me...
he is the one that has...
all that i need...
many would have guessed...
this friend of mine...
if there's such a perfect person...
the world will be a better place...
i'd say
i've never seen him nor touch him...
but i know... he's there
he's forever there.... you may run from him... but he knows you...
and he is non other then GOD... the God that i knew and i'll trust...
Thank you.........
