so many person i want to apologise to today...
gwen - sorry, i didn't meant to hurt you. due to my inability to handle the problem i caused so much pain in you. i'm truely sorry.
augustine - sorry, i didn't wanted to treat you like some rubbish. at times i feel irritated by you yes. even now when i'm typing this this feeling is still there. i'm sorry and i'll do something to my attitude.
kuan leng - sorry, my selfishness had caused many mix feeling in you and created so much pain in you. i'm stupid enough to do such rackness stuff. just hope for a forgiveness.
god - sorry god, in this 17 years i've found no one like you who is always willing to forgive me no matter what i've done to you. your love should be what i needed alone. but my foolishness went around and seek un-needed feelings that will fall and break down. though many prayers i've done asking for stupid requests you didn't scold me but you stayed there waiting for me to return. thank you lord. for your grace.
