ytd was a very emo day... haiz...
finally come up with a decision for what i'm going to do next
went to pm as usual... god spoke yea!
then went to service... had a great time there especially the worshiping
celebrated mk's bday at G2000 haha... kinda strange... but special
the guys most probably will not remember mine afterall i aint someone special in the group...
so let it be...
then after that we went to watch TRANSFORMER at 115am WTH!!! so late.. then everyone stick at the kopitiam for no reason so i just walk around alone also think of what i should do too...
oh ya... dint go to stay over at eunice's cause they just told me not to go cos dun nid le...haha
felt kinda ... numb i guess....
ve been feeling numb the whole week acturally... emotionless...
dun really know what i am doing.... just felt like nobody's listening...
few songs came to me for quite a while
nobody's listening-lp
emotionless-goodcharlotte
numb-lp
leave out all the rest-lp
easier to run-lp
what i've done-lp
hit the floor-lp
everybody's fool-evanescence
i just wanna live-goodcharlotte
think its time for me to rest and let it go...
broken inside just cant help much...
a song i wrote ytd think its kinda reflecting my thoughts lately
UNKNOWN
with the darkness i tried to grow
tried to get nearer to you but you never care
i tried to show you that i needed help
but you showed me that you just don't care
so just get out of my life
so just leave me alone now
because you just don't care
i'm just something dark in your life
i'm just something unknown to you
so just leave me alone now
so just leave me alone now
so just leave me alone now....
i see the light but it din't hit me
whatever you do you just kick me out
you don't even bother to understand me
you tried to act that you understand me
so just get out of my life
so just leave me alone now
because you just don't care
i'm just something dark in your life
i'm just something unknown to you
so just leave me alone now
so just leave me alone now
so just leave me alone now....
get out before i..
get out before i...
get out before i....
get out!!! before i start to kill!!!
so just get out of my life
so just leave me alone now
because you just don't care
i'm just something dark in your life
i'm just something unknown to you
so just leave me alone now
so just leave me alone now
so just leave me alone now....
yup... haha...
oh ya... is thinking of creating a band now... anyone interested?
