today super tired and poned IMA. then reached school kinda tired.
thks weilun for talking to me bout my problem. in fact i prefer my friends to talk to me that way. bout my problems cos this way i can learn and change for the better.
seems like i really should change my speech and my thinking of what i am. thought for a while why i've started having the problem of pride and ego issue. cos one thing i konow is that to get rid of something i must first know the root of the problem.
Sorry my friends for all that i've done. Hoping for a forgivness but aint gonna expect all of you to does so. Afterall, what i've done is way too much for you all to forgive me and 2 words i will forever remember their difference is though and thought. haha that 2 words almost make me lost my friend.
went to cg tonight. and god spoke to me in a verse job 7v9. haha forgot tell the guys what verse it is and just went on.
on the way home was thinking of all that had happened to me lately. so kinda emo haha...
thks zejun and xueping for trying to make a smile on me face. thks
the song for today will be breaking the habit- linkin park
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose'
Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
[Bridge:]
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose'
Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls'
Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit I’m breaking the habit
Tonight
