once again my shepherding had been postpone... wow... and why aint i surprise
dint felt like talking again... and thus i'm super quiet today again...
should i just let go and change direction or should i drag on and continue doing stuff i'm supposed to do... i wonder...
miss the past so much... the past of happiness and sadness... the past where there is no regret in what i do... the past in which i dont bother about any thing but things around me...