19/9/06
haiz... today was goin to fellowship wif guanjie and trying to share the word of god to him
but haiz satan controlled his dad to stop us from going out... y satan are u scare tat he will
come to us one day that you used his dad to stop us from meeting!!
nvm u might win this time but we will win at the end of the day... haiz his dad acturally
take me as a person who always ask guanjie to go out to play wif... nvm i will show his dad
that i m a changed person now but this will take quite some time... haiz i dun get it man...
y did i shouted at his dad what had i done... it seems like i gotta take quite some time to
get a trust from his dad... haiz mayb god is tellin me to grow b4 he give me the ability to
grow the others... ok lord from today onwards i will stay wif u closely and never fall apart
